Congratulations Kim on 3 years! Thats awesome. I just celebrated 4 years and like you am sure I'll never drink again. Still...I'm afraid to sound cocky. My sister relapsed after 15 years--to please a man! She learned and is sober and single again. I am sorry about the loss of your mother. That is an especially difficult time and you made it through sober. Not that the pain is over--it never will be but it won't always be as raw. Stay strong.